If everyone I knew were happy to just be with me, I believe I would be lost. Lately, it seems to me that everyone is not content with my actions. I am so scared with college life, I love the life the interaction with everyone seems to be confusing. Maybe it is because of my actions in high school when I was just the quiet girl on the outside, when in reality I was just so scared to not be excepted that I hid from everything that would make me liked. I love the newfound freedom I have here at AASU; I do not believe however, that college is meant for me in particular. Maybe I should have been stricter with my classes or at least taken the oppurtunity to get help with my so called independency.

All in all, I believe I am a failure in life. I know I will never make it in my hopes for a higher education nor will I ever know what my life really has in store for me. If hopes are what make dreams, well, I would not be complaining because I do have very high hopes. I do not think they will ever come to my rescue these hopes of mine; consequently, I wish I could do better but my motivation seems to have disappeared completely.

I never wanted to be this disconsolate but neither did I ever want to make anyone unhappy either.  I know I have made myself unhappy but do I make others unhappy as well? 

I do not know.

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